it's so crushingly disappointing -- >> some tv stars, sally field, rob lowe, randy jackson, the simpsons, larry, going to be there as well. please don't do that. and a lot of celebrities who have experienced cancer themselves, like christina applegate and lance armstrong, mora tyranny, who just completed treatment for breast cancer. so they're going to be telling their personal stories about how cancer affected them. because, after all, there are 12 million people who are currently living with this disease and many scientists think it will have to be treated as a chronic illness rather than necessarily cured, at least as an interim step. >> and i know one of the things that we've said all along, and you especially stressed, katie, is that this is going to be a night of music and hope and a lot of great spirit. so please don't turn in thinking -- >> we're going to be debby downers. >> but no music from katie. >> thanks a lot! >> i, on the other hand -- >> yes? >> will be soloing with my zither. >> larry: brian, your mom died of llymphoma, your sister died of breast cancer. is it, therefor